2:41 AM

Q is hurt...by senseless person who doesnt give a damn. She has taken the blame though it wasnt her fault, tried to be above it all, smiled when she should screamed... and walked away, only to come back and take more crap.
This is it. i wont take the blame for your daft friends or whoever you think wants the best for you. I hate that you dont care and your silly lil 'how are yous' are just to keep me thinking you're my friend. I dont care anymore. i wish i couldnt.
i will never be good enough somehow. I wont stick around and wait for you to see me like the idiotic lil girl you think i am. all you care about is yourself. thats all you'll ever think about. some fool i've been...worrying about you. well you know what- it doesnt mean anything. it never did.

7 comments:

Dew said...

*hugs*

The Organ Harvester said...

you could feel bad, or look in the mirror and tell yourself how good looking you are. works for me. well this morning i realised how much of a good liar i am. to the person tramping on you, smile and move on, dont be bleak, dont be angry, you'll only waste more of your special energy on someone who doesnt need it. otherwise read the book, seat of the soul.

M Junaid said...

Fucken Tumour!

qdee said...

dew: ta..hugz

organ harvester: lol, ill try the mirror thing. thanx. its true, i shouldnt bother.

mj: i echo your sentiments ;) makes me feel better.

!Joe! said...

mothereffer!

not you, the person who got you in this mood...don't worry, I know how to kick an arse, I'll show you...

qdee said...

joe: i need lessons!

r said...

il join joe. Anyone who doesnt appreciate the Q will be hearing from me. Hugs honey, OH is right. Your smart beautiful compassionate and funny. And any moron who cant see that deserves to be castrated. Or thee female equivalent ;)


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